Well, it's been four months since my last post.

What has gone on in this time? Well, quite a bit really.

I've been experimenting with more electro play. Having recently obtained a very nice Violet Wand set, I've ventured into learning about this toy and it's uses.

As some of you may know there are several types of Violet Wand units. The one I acquried is a dual control type. It has an intensity and frequency control on seperate knobs. This allows much finer adjustments. It is also switch selectable for 120 or 240 volt applications, a very nice touch.

From the initial experiments with it I can tell you it is more of a "surface" sensation toy. Unlike the Tens and EMS units which can deliver some sensation a bit deeper into the tissue, this unit is pretty much restricted to skin surface/depth.

It does, however, have a couple of aspects that really give it a theatrical edge over some of the other electro toys. It has an lovely buzzing noise when in use and the beautiful light show from the electrodes in subdued lighting is truely spectacular to behold. Really an visual, audio and sensory toy!

Well worth experimenting with for the more advanced players who want that little "extra" out of their higher end toys.

Well, once again I see I haven't posted for a long time. However, I also see there have been no comments. So I guess I'm not really missing much or being missed much.

Oh well, so much for hoping this might get some discussions going or find a few "friends" of similar interest.

Mostly been working on electro torture this last while. It has become my main interest and I'm picking up, building, designing toys of this type.

Just got a couple of antique violet wand kits. One that is already "reconditioned" and one I'm going to do myself. They look like they should be fun!

Anyone have any experience with these? Like to share some info?

I see I haven't posted for a long time. Way too long, so I'll correct that a bit now.

One of the more recent CBT sessions included some heavier weights hanging from the balls. Mistress set up a 25lb plate, 2 10lb plates and 2 5lb plates for a total of 55lbs.

My wrists were secured overhead in cuffs and my ankles were cuffed to a 30" spreader bar.

She then hung the weights from my balls using a buckled 1" wide heavy leather strap with a D ring. Then she flogged my back for 5 minutes while the pain in my balls intensified until I begged to have it removed.

Mistress kindly removed the 55lbs and took the 25lb plate off the stack. She then re-attached the remaining 30lbs to my balls and kept flogging for another 10 minutes before releasing me and moving on to other tortures.

The top picture is 55lbs and the lower one is 30lbs. As you can see, the stretch isn't much different with nearly double the weight, just a LOT more pain!

Ball stretching.

As you can see in the picture in the previous post, I have a fairly well stretched sac. The stretcher used in that shot is a 2" wide leather collar with a seperator strap that goes between the balls. The weight used is 10lbs.

The 10lb weight is, for me, a light amount. It is enough to stretch things out but without being too uncomfortable and can be worn for long periods of time.

For those of you who might be new to stretching, go slow. I've been into this for over 30 years and it took quite a few years before I reached the level of stretch that I'm at now. You have probably seen pictures of those who have much longer stretches, but this is not my main activity. It is simply one of many that I enjoy. As such the amount of stretch I have has come about as a result of play and not a dedicated stretching routine.

I do lift heavy weights, and have competed in BDSM "Ball Weight Lifting". In this game progressively higher weights are lifted until a winner is declared, much like a normal weight lifting competition.

So, let me know if you like the pic and I'll post various ones along the way. Unless noted on any picture I post, they are of me.

The stretcher collar is 2" wide, that should give you some idea of the length of the stretch. Not "maxed" by any means as this is only a 10lb weight, for long wear.

This is a small introduction.

I'm a white male in my late 40's. I have been an avid enthusiast of CBT for well over 30 years, having started exploration at an early age.

In this site I'll be posting some of my experiences, new and old. These are intended for information and discussion purposes only with like minded individuals. These are not intended to be instructional nor do I recommend others trying the ideas discussed here. Those who participate regularly in CBT know what they can and can not do.

Further, I am hetrosexual, and this site will be dealing with male sub Female Domme CBT and Self CBT activities. I don't mind if others want to comment on their Gay CBT experiences, but this is not my area of interest.

My wife and I are always interested in meeting and playing with other Female Dommes who are into CBT with or without their own male sub. I can and have on many occassions helped Dommes new to the area of CBT learn safe practises while teaching them how to push the limits and expand the capabilities of their sub male.

So, here it is, my blog. We'll see how, if and where it developes.